I just had to write this.
I miss you. I miss talking to you all night long. I miss talking to you on the phone, making you talk for long hours in the middle of the night, not caring about the balance. I miss calling you silly stupid names, laughing silently when you sing, frowning about how stubborn you are, how you one big stupid flirt. I miss arguing with you. I miss the way you say my name. I miss the connect calls. I miss your laugh - I never told you how buttery THAT was eh? :)
I miss roaming on the edge of the quad, my backpack slung over my shoulder, my head tilted left side, the phone at my ear, answering questions about my day. I miss waking up in the middle of the night at some godforsaken time, so we can talk YOUR time. I miss asking you stupid questions, that make you think. I miss reading your poems before anyone else. I miss smiling, because you made me.
I miss waking up and going online and reading your offlines, because you sent them because you knew I'll read them first thing in the morning. I miss writing you silly mails. I miss glaring at you, when your boss makes a appearance and you disappear. I miss missed calling you. I miss refilling just to talk to you. :) I miss telling you that I missed you.
I miss the carpet ride around the world. I miss dreaming. I miss being called sunshine, even though I know 3 months is not a lifetime for you, this summer was for me. I miss pouting, I miss diving under covers and I miss peeking from long lashes. I miss narrowing my eyes, waiting for you to be on time, for once. I miss thinking about you all the time. I miss boring V n M n B n whoever else about your talks all the time. I miss you so so much.
I miss telling you that you will always be important to me. I mean it you know :)
Annie.
P.S: This is utterly stupid I know, its just that I miss you a LOT tonight.... *sigh!*
26 comments:
Awww sweetheart :) No wonder you didnt sound so hyper (as you normally are) when I pinged you today...
I hope the 'You' realizes how much he means to you, coz not everyone can feel for anyone in this special way right? :)
Take care... *Hugz*
miss missed calls??lol..and whats the point of writing all this here..more point in maybe telling the you all this.
on line relationships...long distance ones no less must be so difficult, I have enough problems with the one living in the same town! hehe Chin up! :)
I hope YOU reads this and realizes what YoU is missing...Loss is is all YOU"s...! :(
i hope he reads this
made me smile as i kept reading.. :)
*tight hug*
mwah!
i miss the sensation of ur warm lips on mine in the rains. i miss being loved and pampered. :)
ahem ahem..
WhoA!, That, is amazing! Who r u, icemaden? Man, u have a way with words,do u not? For all those 'Missings' at least, I could fall in love!
rashme'
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do I need to say more???? :P
I was smiling throughout reading this one. :)
*sigh*
P.S. Go talk to him.
@Dhanya,
*hugs* :) yea hes very special indeed :)
@Soin,
'you' knows it already :)
@Kay,
*sigh!*
but no worries.. Chin Up! :)
@Destinys Child,
'You' is such a wonderful person that I wont want him to miss anything.. :)
@Manjari,
I hope so too :)
@Anu,
*tight hugs right back* :)
Mwah!!! :)
@Scarlet..
while that sounds really dreamy romantic, lolz, THT does not apply here. lolz. :P :D :) We are just friends. In a complicated way. :)
@Vishnu,
:)
@Anonymous,
hello! welcome here. :)
Who am i? Im jus a ordinary girl who spends an extraordinary amount of time dreaming :)
*sigh!*
Thanks for visiting Rashme' :)
@Isha,
:)
*sigh*
luv,
Annie.
P.S: dhoond ke koi lao pehle usse.. gayab hai!!! :P
I am emotionless :D
@Quest,
I wish I could say the same... :)
that was so well written. u know, i felt the same way abt someone but i so wish i cud have put it in words as beautifully as u did!!!!
honestly, honestly, it was so well written..
i felt like someone was telling me how my heart felt all this time.
i hope u r fine!!!:)
@Bliss,
Oh im fine. :) D duffer knows how much he means to me. :)
Erm, I just realised I can't write something here and not seem insensitive - I blame my dramatically low capacity for human emotion.
So instead, I'm just going to say I understand completely and stuff my fist in my mouth before I add anything else to that :P
I know the feeling.... that's all i can say.... i cam relate to almost half of what this post had to say.
Someday, if it's for the better, you'll get over it completely, like me :)
>:D< cheer up Annnie :D
this is such a cute post. loved it to the core. read it twice...
hope he reads it and understands what u feel for him
>:D< hugs annieeeee :)
@Aneev,
lolz. :) its ok u dont have to say anything. u can jus nod! :P
@Warmsunshine,
sigh! its ok re, im talking abt someone who means more than a frnd and less than 'tht guy' :) its complicated. :)
@Mads,
He is one stupid dufferrr :P :D lolz. N ya he knows he means a lot to me, which is why he chooses to stay away frm me these days, in order to not hurt me. weirdo! :|
n lolz, like i said up, he is more thn jus a frnd n less than 'that guy' :) :P
Hi Anita,
I came across your blog quite accidentally, and when I read this, I knew I had taken an immortal wound- that I would never get over what I had just read. I have read many blogs, but none that have so much pathos as yours does.
~Abhishek
P.S.: I'm in my TYBTech. Mech. in your alma mater, and I too like to write occasionally. Good to know the quad was a hangout for such a good writer like you too!
@Abhishek,
Thanks so much! Its nice to know that VJTIians actually blog too! :)
I just visited your blog too and I have never seen a poet liek you. :) Excellent writing! :)
Cheers,
Annie.
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