Dec 17, 2008

BaBy i M So HigH ToniTe...


I am all alone…falling free...
Trying my best to remember …
What happened to me…what happened to us
What happened to my sweet little world,
As I watched it all slip out of my fingers.


The tears have left black mascara streaks
The passerby’s stare
At the poor girl in despair
See, how fucked up her life is
Wonder who’s she sleeping with now?


Baby would you rock me to sleep tonight?
Baby would you tuck me in the sheets?
Would you watch me till I fall asleep…
Coz, baby I m so high tonight…


The needle pricks my skin, as the crimson droplets fall
The picture starts to blur
The colors become bright
The blue and the red
I can feel the high baby…please hold me tight
.

Last time I waited and waited
For just a call.. Just a phone call
I cried a thousand tears for you
Hoping you would come and take me home
You never came baby… did u know I almost died that time?
.

Baby would you rock me to sleep tonight?
Baby would you tuck me in the sheets?
Would you watch me till I fall asleep…
Coz, baby I m so high tonight…


Couldn’t bear to go through the pain this time baby
Couldn’t bear to hear the shrill noise
Of my dreams and hopes shattering.. In myriad pieces
This place I have been before baby
I don’t wanna go there again


So here I m sniffing cocaine instead
  And getting high on the LSD in my veins
Trying to get rid of the motherfucking demons
So that I can concentrate
Concentrate… So I can forget


Baby would you rock me to sleep tonight?
Baby would you tuck me in the sheets?
Would you watch me till I fall asleep…
Coz, baby I m so high tonight…
.

Is it really the time to say goodbye?
Is it really that time to go separate ways?
I don’t blame you darling… but was I really that bad?
That you let me go?


The tears in my eyes… aren’t really for you
Its for someone inside me…who died today
Her last flailing breath… wrenched out of her
With your cruel words… she died
 
And I mourn her death

So please baby… just for today…

Baby would you rock me to sleep tonight?
Baby would you tuck me in the sheets?
Would you watch me till I fall asleep…
Coz, baby I m so lonely tonight…

~Annie.
P.S: Feeling the lonliest I have ever felt .... :(

7 comments:

Satans Darling™ said...

Hi Annie,

Great attempt. The journey this woman goes through is very well described! Very realistic portayal of the "pain" she goes through, I could almost feel it while reading it...

Keep em comin' Sista!

ImroZ said...

gr8 deep stuff grl...
stumbled upon an amazing blog aftr a long time....

keep posting !!

ImroZ said...

Her last flailing breath… wrenched out of her

"flailing breath"... is it okay??

IcE MaiDeN said...

thx imroz... glad u lik it... as for the "flailin breath".. i quess its ok... *smiles*

maverick said...

Wow baby!!!dat was really cool..very well portrayed...u kno sumthng? dis is wat u really do best..keep it up.

IcE MaiDeN said...

@ Ro...

thanks baby... Mwah...

Ravi said...

As of now, I only went through your "Best ones".I feel you are exploiting sadness; making people cry way too much (including myself). Excellent write-ups I must say. I hope you also have also have some cheerful stuff in your kitty.

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