Its been 2 week since i hav seen u last
Its been a while since u held me in ur arms
Its been jus 2 weeks since u last smiled at me
But it feels lik an eternity, love...
I didnt know it wud be so easy for you to let me go
So easy to slam down the phone and ignore all calls
I didnt know i meant so little to u...so insignificant
when all this while, u said words that said somethng else...
Moving on, u hav left me shattered.. and confused and lost..
So devoid of strength to pick up the scattered myraid peices..
I feel the gaze of a million mocking eyes, saying "wht was she thinking?!"
Ripping to shreds everythng i had worked so hard to build..
I miss the person who had swept me away years ago,
The one who stood waiting for me a whole night,
The one who sang sweet songs to be to ease my troubles
And the one who stayed awake.. jus to watch me sleep..
I saw u the other day with ur friends,
U were smiling and joking abt somethng i dunt know..
Did u knw, tht the breath swooshed out of my lungs,
Leaving an impossible pain in its wake..
To see u so calm and composed, No hint of sadness in ur eyes..
U seemed lik u had moved on already, erased me lik somethng wrong,
I made my way slowly back home tht day, my legs felt leaden
Thinking hard abt where life was taking me.. where was i goin?
I had no answers abt all the "Why's" in my head,
I had no insight on which way to take, or who to talk to,
But something stuck me hard, as i re-read all ur letters,
And cradled all the toys that sat alone inside my cupboard...
I knew ill never be able to forget u so easy,
I knew ill always miss u... no matter hw many miles seperate us,
And i know so true, that I wont love u any less than now..
simply cz ur, n will always be, the best thing that ever happened to me..
P.S: Thanks for everything Bubu.