Words fail me. There are absolutely no words to describe what u mean to me. No words will ever be able to express my fear about how lost I would hav been widout u. Without u, I would hav had no escape. In front of u, I can cry, I can laugh, I can be silly, I can talk about flirting, I can talk about loving him still, I can talk about hating him sometimes, I can talk about fear for being alone forever, I can be me.
U were d first one i called , in tears, near hysterical, so close to a nervous breakdown..rem? N look at me now. I knw i m still acting pretty insane, goin ga-ga over hypotheical entities, givin u minor heartattacks, but I am so much better tahn otherwise. N its all bcz U r wid me. bcz U care. N tht is wht is already healing me. U really ought to knw that if u wouldnt hav talked all those long hours wid me, i would hav ended up killing myself.. bcz the pain was too much to bear. N look now.. "Strength of will". I m so proud of myself. Bcz ur proud of me.
Mona, U mean d world to me! No matter where u go, there is something between us that CANNOT be changed. No one will ever be able to take ur place in my life. I knw this note was long overdue.. bt better late than never huh?:)
I love u a lot. Thanks for everything!!.