I m leaving Blogsville for a while. After a long hour of comtemplating I hav decided against deleting myblog all together... bcz this place is my.. happy place.. if tht term even means anything.. I decided i dont want to delete it. But I need to get away. The reason, well lets jus say, I m hurt beyond anything I have been in a while now. N because of this particular hurt all d ones I had ignored.. hav all resurfaced.. and its making everything difficult. I m feeling d loneliest i hav felt in a long time.. n I m nt sure if I deserve this or not.. but life is too confusing ryt now for me to be all ok.
I hav a few post-its for some ppl that i want to dish out now :
1. If u are anyone of my college friends (wait if its u pest.. shoo gt away!! ur banned from my blog rem??!! if u ask me anythng abt my blog next time ill whack u, u asshole!!!)..ok so then plz ignore this. DONT ask me whts wrng. I will tell u whn i m ready ok? I m nt sure I want to hear u say i-told-u-so ryt now.
2. All ILMB... Quick i need u again. Reply on community topic!!! (wails loudly and asks for a group hug)
3. YOU, the reason for all this, I want u to knw I m sorry. I m sorry I was honest abt all this. I m sorry for so many thngs... damn!!! I have never said this much sorry to anyone. I dont knw if things will be better whn I come back. I hope they will be..
Luv to everyone.. I'll miss u all.. (teary eyed)